once apon a tragedy: 12/01/2011

Friday, 30 December 2011

tell me my love

tell me how to burn the memories of us

tell me how to let the ashes of the memories dance gracefully to the melody of love

tell me how to leave the shoulder i always leaned on

tell me how to smile even that time my heart is crying

tell me how to keep on laughing thought my chest screaming for your name

tell me how to stop myself from wondering bout you

tell me how to stop my heartbeat from hoping for you again and again

tell me how to stop this feeling

tell me dear

tell me how can this love change into such a beautiful torture

such a beautiful torture

please tell me

kesabaran

the devil inside me have been sleeping for quite long;

and waiting to be unleased.

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btw,korang dah tgk movie mission impossible : ghost protocol?

pergilah tengok.takk rugi ye

*aku tga tunggu movie battleship 2012 masuk wayang nnt

tak sabar tak sabar tak sabar :D

Thursday, 29 December 2011

dont you ashame for letting her tears to roll down just because of you?

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

dia cuma 19,tapi dia buat keputusan yang matang dalam fasa kehidupannya :'D

aku ~~menangis~~

Thursday, 22 December 2011

kahwin?nahh.

pecah perut aku tgk banyak kali.lawak bhai.haha

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

hey soul sistahh

it has been so long we havent heyho to each other kann?

to my dear sis ;
kadang kadang bila berfikir mengenai masalah yang hari hari kita tempuhi walaupun ada yang berbunyi seakan sukar untuk diselesaikan,
buat kita hampir lupa pada mereka mereka yang sentiasa berada di samping kita.
mereka,maksud aku;
insan yang sentiasa mendengar dan menghulurkan tisu atau bahu untuk diratap bersama.
dunia bagi aku masih belum kejam;biarpun aku merasakan ada sentiasa duka dan nestapa yang menanti untuk ditempuh.
kenapa?
sebab dunia aku masih lagi dipenuhi mereka mereka ni lah
they dont really help me to solve my problems
but they help me to face the problems
and that inspires me :)

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

read it with your heart.dont read it by only with your eyes.

I will endure till the end of time torn away from you.

I pull away to face the pain.

I close my eyes and drift away.

Over the fear that I will never find

A way to heal my soul.

And I will endure till the end of time

Torn away from you.

My heart is broken 

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us from sorrow's hold

Or from my hard heart.

I can't go on living this way

And I can't go back the way I came

Shamed of this fear that I will never find

A way to heal my soul

And I will endure till the end of time

Half a life without you

My heart is broken 

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us

Change - open your eyes to the light 

I've denied it for so long, oh so long

Say goodbye, goodbye

My heart is broken 

Release me, I can't hold on

Deliver us

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us

My heart is broken

Sweet sleep, my dark angel

Deliver us from sorrow's hold

alexand : sayang,saat ini terlalu sukar untuk saya berdiri dan menempuhi semuanya sendiri.di mana kamu sayang ?

Saturday, 17 December 2011

a letter for a shadow to read

KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

what?u cant get the gist of the letter?

nahhh,like i have told you,

it's for a SHADOW to read

not you.

hahaha

*maaf.aku tga cuba buat lawak kat sini.kau gelak lah sikit untuk aku*

the last red rose

dear God,

i miss him.

yes.deepest truly.

Saturday, 10 December 2011

the new chapter begins

ada eclipse lah tadi malam.

at the beginning,memang excited.lama lama boring.my dad siap buat hot coco dan makan daim chocolate masa tengok bulan tadi.same story with her wife.she sat beside me.kami semua melepak lah dekat luar tu dekat satu jam setengah.keje mendongak je malam td.sunyi rumah ni bila adik beradik duduk jauh jauh.*ya sunyi walaupun malam tu taman perumahan depan rumah kami ada buat konsert mini-lagu gempak siak.dah aku pula rasa macam nak pergi gig dari tgk bulan ni*

then suddent;

"you know what,dah lama kita tak santai begini"

its my dad.

yes its true.kata kata dia agak membuat kan aku sedar.this year SPM mmg bawa aku ke dunia yang sangat sibuk.pagi petang malam aku tuisyen.dan parents mencari rezeki.siblings kerja jauh dari rumah.masa berlalu sangat pantas tanpa aku sedari.tiba tiba aku dah nak habis sekolah dah.rasa macam baru semalam jea mak aku beranak kan aku.tapi tu lah.kesibukan mengaburi mata aku.memang tak dinafikan dah lama kami tak bercuti.tengok tv sama sama pun jarang jarang jarang yang amat.(memandang kan mereka bedua ada tv kat bilik diaorg.boleh leh bukak channel apa apa yang mereka mau.aku tak da duit lagi untuk beli tv aku sendiri.suka letteww aku tgk tv kat hall sorang sorang sebab aku takkan tgk channel yang diaorg buka.its boringggg-.- )

and so i replied this ;

"im sorry for bieng too busy for us"

tapi dalam hati.sebab aku pemalu.*tolong percaya,saya mmg ~~pemalu~~ :)*

dari itu lah baru aku tahu.kadang kadang parents pun mahu meluangkan masa bersama dengan kita.tapi cuma kesibukan kita semua dah membutakan mata dunia bahawa kasih sayang sentiasa ada.sentiasa ada.cuma kita yang tak cuba cari.

nahh ni lah yang kami tgk sama sama td.aku curi dari google.